Is it me again?

Since i m back, i had been letting my guard down.Sick:

Yes, drew had me chat over that for several times, it's not that simple for him.

Now he is still him on the outside, burned on the other side. Rotten than never.

He don't dare to find me now, maybe i seems to innocent. Like a child, should'nt have know that much. I don't really like the way he talks now, smells, style not much his habit.

But, did i do any wrong? i saw him with the girl over that night, who he probably most should'nt be with, couple by couple only.

Like usually outside: outside from being caught, outside from being grounded, outside from the nagging, outside the life jail. Smoking.

I message him on first thought without think. He is a friend of mine too, a close one.

He called immediately. Asking how's going. as usual i m not the lying guy. He sound very unhappy bout that then he hanged.

So if there is something happen back then, it's probably my fault again.

I m always the firestone, starting the fire again.